welcome back

it was a regular kind of day today. which means, it was kinda nice.

i was telling yvonne that i'm starting to feel like myself again. i've kind of been continuing on the "cleaning house" theme lately.

i've told a couple people off within the last week. including my boss. once i told her, "i think you're crazy. you need to get your priorities straight. what are you doing? what are your goals here?" our relationship has come back to us being friends. of course, part of that is that i'm only doing contract work for the store and i'm way less stressed out about it. another part is that i'd really just had enough, and needed to clean my slate. she was really receptive, which only encouraged me to keep going. anyway, it's been nice to work with her again.

she's not the only one, i've pretty much been on a roll. and it feels good. it's not even really the telling off part, cause i didn't really consider it that. but i did put some stuff out there. i guess it's a bit of an emotional cleanse, since i've finally recovered from the physical one.

to this i say, welcome back, ursula. i've been feeling a lot better about stuff, i'm getting excited about things again, and working on clearer perspective. as predicted, the closer i get to finishing up things on my list, the less stressed i feel. thanks for bearing with me... i'm getting there.