Tuesday, August 31, 2004

good readin'

hopefully this will encourage dr. iJeffy to update the parsons-sheldrake site more often! this site may even be funny if you don't know the good doctor, or his family. and now you can make comments...like me.




and these other numbers:

7007 (you know the area code!)

so, i'm talking to "e" about these lights that need fixing in the building (cause ian's doing it) and suddenly the topic changes to some people have complained about the flower lights that i have on my balcony. (most of you have seen them, i would genuinely like your opinion on this). because they are pink and fake flowers they feel they are tacky. so i'm like: is council sending me a letter? she's like, well we have to maintain the look of the building, blah blah blah, bylaws, whatever (is it obvious how i feel?) so i said: well, until council sends me a letter i'm not going to take them down because i don't think they're obtrusive or obnoxious. in fact, someone from the building just complimented me on them. are they obnoxious and tacky and i just can't see it? i mean, i barely have anything on my balcony... i could arrange for some real dead flowers; with my record, it'll only take a couple weeks.

on a nicer note, today ian came over for birthday dinner and cupcakes (so he can take them to work, unlike whole cakes which are harder to transport). we started playing his birthday NES and making the bruchetta... the pasta didn't get made because ian cut the whole 1/2 loaf so we ate bruchetta. which turned out yummy.

less yummy would have been the angel food cake i made for knitting in the buff. i think it got over whipped while i got stuck on the phone with "e" so i didn't cook right. i pulled it out because the top was totally brown... i decided to risk it. i shouldn't have. when i was flipping the pan over to cool it, the whole thing came tumbling out. like warm foam. it was hilarious. except that i still have a tonne of icing that is looking for some cake action. seriously. i made a batch of icing that said for 10-12 people i had at least 18 cupcake...probably 21. and like 3/4 of the icing left over.

then we watched the last episode of law & order SVU (season 1) and when i say we, i mean me. ian's like, let's watch a scary one. and then falls asleep. superjob!

now i'm trying to eat the grapes i bought today, but i noticed (while making my lunch for work tomorrow) that there was a cob web/ spider eggs on one section of the sprig, or whatever it's called. i'm trying to force myself to eat some of the loose ones (i threw the spidery section away (and then some) locked inside a plastic bag just in case the eggs hatch tonight). but i keep thinking of biology 11 and eggs hatching inside a person. sure, they were worms, but couldn't that happen with spiders? and it can't really be that great of a feeling. as you can maybe see, i'm having trouble eating those grapes.

i'm working at the store tomorrow, which is good. i have a computer to buy... and i already have two visitors lined up. thanks rach and yvonne! i like visitors!






Monday, August 30, 2004

today's blog is brought to you by the numbers:

7,3,2

and the words: candle party

not only is danielle having a candle party, but so i my sister. until this point in my life i have avoided going to any. now i have to go to two. i still don't need any more candles.

i am feeling MUCH better today. i had a pretty good sleep... didn't wake up a million times, and didn't get a phone call til 10ish. NOT from erna, thank jeebus. i have this weird feeling she'll be calling me this evening. i don't know why...maybe because ian's coming over, and we refer to her as his girlfriend. i hope she never finds this blog site. imagine? oh, the phone calls!

my friend jeffy got an iPod. we're starting a club. we now have new cult/club names: iJeffy, iUrsy, etc. it's fun! what would have been more fun is if iJeffy got the iPod before hugh was born, and then he could have named him iHugh... you know, legally and stuff. *lmao* cause i'm sure cheryl wouldn't mind.

speaking of doctors, yesterday i doctored up the photos from my utah trip. they turned out pretty well, so i'm going to send them london drugs to get printed. i had to edit out all of the dates and times... so there was a bit of photoshop work. but i think it's hard to tell that they've been edited. it was sooooo easy to use my sister's camera with my computer! i didn't even have to download a driver. i still prefer the look of 35mm but the changes and editing that you can do with digital are fun too.



didn't go

i didn't go to the special dinner. because i feel so crappy. instead (because i didn't have any real foods at home) i went food shopping. i MUST be on crack. i just unpacked my groceries and i bought 3 bags of chips. seriously. i don't even remember grabbing them, and i KNOW i can't eat them right now. i'd probably barf. i also bought potatoes, and potato salad. did i mention that one of the bags of chips is potato? i did buy some normal stuff, apples, bananas, lettuce. but mostly i bought chips and potatoes. and 2 happy planet raspberry smoothies...which are WAY cheaper (like 50%) at capers than at safeway. weird? yes. very.

oh boy.

thankfully i brought a list, so ian's cupcakes will get made. i literally had scrape the bottom of the barrel for the flour. i was at capers, on the ground, leaning the container on its side, trying to get enough flour for his cake. luckily i only spilled a bit. like 1 tbsp. maybe two. i hope that combined with what i already had, it's enough.

okay, it's cupcake baking time.




Sunday, August 29, 2004

i don't feel so well

i think i've got the flu.

now i have to decide if i'm going to my special work dinner tonight. ugh. i need to lay down.




mudd

i forgot! my mudd jeans were a hit. they look cute, and they provide entertainment. my jeans have a glitter mudd written on the pocket, so danielle said: you have mudd on your bum. ha ha! and then i was checking out how they look, and in the mirror it looks like bbum. CUTE!!!




got you where i want you

oh my god. i TOTALLY forgot about this song. but i heard it on the radio and was like: oh YAY! so, i downloaded it and of course some soundgarden, cause who can listen to that song without thinking about chris cornell? try it. i dare you.

hope was decent today. played some crib with d and my mom, and lost HUGE. had over-priced sushi. did laundry. put this special stuff on my windshield that ian gave me, because i was complaining that my windshield was messed up. and it worked. which was good.

what was especially funny? well... as danielle was giving me her glamour magazine, she read it while doing her garage sale, she said (paraphrased) i don't understand it: cosmo said purple and pink eyeshadows are out, and glamour says they're in. i'm so confused.

it was awesome.

i picked up my sister's digital camera while i was in hope. i'm going to try to upload some pics that i took in utah on our vacation (she doesn't know how to send pics). i don't know if her camera is mac friendly. wish me luck! AND i got a hot glue gun so i can make adorable flowers for hair! oooh, i can't wait to get started...too bad this week is too busy to get started. and i got a cartridge for my fax machine, so that it's not just collecting dust... fax away people!

only 5 sleeps til calgary!





Saturday, August 28, 2004

bur, straw, red

it's cold today! but i have complete faith that it will warm up next week. and if not, then when the kiddies are back at school. that would make me very happy.

so, the other day i bought special K with red berries. i would never have tried it, except it was the cereal of choice at mudge. it was on sale for 2.50/box at safeway, so i jumped on that berry wagon. since the cereal was first introduced i have been puzzled over the name. why red berries? it sounds so artificial... so artificial that i didn't think they were real strawberries. but they are. they're dried strawberries. red berries sounds like we made them look like strawberries but they aren't, so legally we can't say that they are...hmmm... let's just call them red. kinda like blue.

anyway. i hate the name and almost couldn't buy them because they are so ridiculously named.




Friday, August 27, 2004

she bangs

today i got bangs. i didn't get a full haircut. i got highlights, a parking ticket, and bangs. and my hair flat ironed of course.

i SHOULD have got jeffy to fundraise to get me a flat iron, not a computer. i wonder (because i hate pc's) if i could (for the same price) get a person to programme catan for mac. cause THAT would be ideal.

anyway, i look totally extra hot now, and i'm stoked for janet's party.

i'm going to hope tomorrow. should be aight. oh wait. except that my family's totally BONKERS CRAZY. so, if nothing else: it will be an event.

and, FYI: i still have about a loaf and a half of bread from tuesday... and i only bought 2 loaves. i'm doing well.

get the bitch!

played mario party tonight with anghold and james. it was fun. but i f'ing hate that princess daisy. i think... maybe i'm wrong... maybe it's just too fresh, and i don't have perspective... but i think more than peach. GRRR! daisy rocked us hard. and not in the good way.

anghold/peach beat everyone (out of the living players). you got mad skills lady.

also today, this woman in my building called. i recognised the number, and since she's on strata and talks for a really long time, i decided to not answer. she calld again. and again. 6 times in 20 mins. (max) and then she called my cell phone. it was nuts. after the third time i was like: i'm 100% NOT answering the phone. and she didn't even leave a message. the worst part is that she listened to my whole message all of those times, because twice it recorded her breathing and hanging up. FREAKY.

if you go to the PNE, please buy me cotton candy. lola and i need more, so we can concentrate. thank you. i will love you.



Thursday, August 26, 2004

superdogs

until tuesday, when toren told me about seeing the superdogs show with the girl he's been dating (who happens to be the president of the fan club of the guy who does the dog show) i had NO idea there was a dog show, let alone a superdog show at the PNE. it has been a very long time since i've been to the PNE. in fact, i KNOW that i've been to playland, i DON'T know that i've been to the PNE. maybe with heather's family. but i DO know all about it. cause everyone talks about it. and i've been to fairs before. wow. back to the point. yesterday, people were like: i love the superdog show. i can't wait to see the superdogs. who knew? is this a more recent addition to the PNE? why have i not heard about this before? toren got free dog food that he feeds to his cat. in calgary they had a mountain bike show. that was cool. maybe there is a supercat show...cats are HARD to train; that would impress me. i'm sorry. i can't get excited about the dog...i mean superdog show. maybe if i go to the PNE, my mind will change. this could be the year.

on the phone yesterday with yvonne, we were both taking work breaks, i was looking through lola's people magazine. i was commenting on how trashy it was. yvonne suggested that it's less trashy than cosmo. i think that cosmo IS trashy, 100%. but in a different, less sleazy way. there's way less celeb crap. which i mostly care nothing about, because when i do read celeb crap, i tend to remember it, and then feel it necessary to bring up in normal conversation. which makes me feel like a celeb junky, and i hate it... cause i don't think that i am. it's just that i remember the crap stuff. and with my deluxe 4 station programming going on, sometimes i have to watch entertainment tonight. i hate myself while i'm doing it, and i feel cheap afterward. guilty too. but sometimes i do it.





please works!

i forgot to say:

when i went to my car to go to rachel's today, my sign was gone, and the blueberries swept up! how very exciting.

AND i get to miss the strata meeting next week... this is probably the MOST exciting!




the station agent

whew! i TOTALLY couldn't remember the name of this movie. despite my drawing blank on its title, this is a great film! rachel and i watched it with her mom tonight. it was soooo great. so funny. seriously, this is a must-see. it's an indie film about this guy that inherits some land with an old train station from his friend. which is not really saying enough, but i think it's good to go in not knowing much. so : the station agent, go see it.

dinner at rachel's was good. i think i should move back there. we had three desserts... they were left overs-it's rachel's birthday week, and she's leaving for india/nepal straight from ontario, so it's welcome home and bon voyage week too.

lola DID bring over some refried black beans... and some regular refried beans. so we had black bean soup and chips with refried beans. i passed on the chick pea salad at dinner. i'm convinced it was for the best.

also, we finished the cotton candy/candy floss today. yummy! thanks toren!





Wednesday, August 25, 2004

7 letter word, triple word score

clearly, i kicked ass tonight. ian, if you happen to read this, i hope it's a couple of days later at least... so the pain is less severe. do you count the 50 points for using all of your letters before you do the x 3 business? or is it after? :o) guess i'm still a little buggy!

ian came over this afternoon... we went to get bread (lekker and white) and embroidary thread in the rain. and MAN was it raining. i was soooo wet when we got home (and not the good kind, either) then we played scrabble, watched some CSI and waited for indian. and waited some more for indian. it was nuts. but the food was good. when i called the second time to see where the order was (1.5 hrs later) i asked if they could send a coupon or something. i mean really... i waited for 10 mins on the phone to place the order! good thing i bought a new battery for that phone... i wouldn't have been able to stay on it for that long otherwise!

toren got me cotton candy at the PNE today. i forsee flossing for the next few days. at cross-stitching without the buff, we watched extreme ghostbusters and charlie's angels 2 (which toren wanted to be called, plan b). it was my first time watching to cartoon, and my second time watching the movie. the movie was still funny. i laughed a lot.

tomorrow lola comes over. i hope she brings a can of refried beans so that i can make black bean soup.

happy birthday ratch-hell!





ewan

oh my god! i don't know how to interpet this. i was checking the comments for the post that talks about how i'm in love with ewan, and the ad for it was "ewan mcgregor: the unauthorised biography". do they put specific ads based upon content? or is it just random? what could this mean? one thing's for sure: rachel had better be careful who she "ews" at!





Tuesday, August 24, 2004

blueberries haunt my dreams

and they are still all over my parking space. grr.

i have smooth pits, and clean dishes. and i've been working on websites today. things are looking up. i just need to get some thread for knitting in the buff.



breathe

yay! i've got a few minutes to chillax, put on some ella & louis and chat, have a glass of wine and write my blog!

GETTING OLD

it's weird that i've worked like 15 days in a row before, and now, i'm like whoa! three days?! but i guess it's because it spanned over the weekend this time. and i had to sort of multi-book. like saturday i worked, and then i met up with rach and mahli, and then sunday i worked and went to rachel's then to the videogame movie night, and then today was work and then satomi's birthday and then super mario party ... i wish i didn't have to say this, but toren kicked my ass. we played the difficult level, and MAN, i sucked. HUGE!

the point is, i think i'm too old for this lifestyle. i'm really tired. and to be honest, staying up late to watch the olympics (they suck you in) has probably been my downfall... but i guess i'm addicted... to that and the order of the phoenix on my iPod... well, and a million other things.

BLUEBERRY UPDATE

today, before i went to work, i printed a sign that reads:

PLEASE
clean up your blueberries!
they are all over my parking spot
& they are annoying.

i didn't want to leave the tape in my car or anything, so i pre-taped it, but then it got all stuck together, so i didn't really save tme by doing that. if they're not cleaned up by tomorrow, i will go down with my broom, and a bad attitude about the whole mess.

PEE/STOP

i guess i got used to holding my pee at rachel's cabin. cause this morning i had to pee sooooooo bad, but i really didn't want to get out of bed. and i know it's really bad for you. but i was TIRED! FINALLY i really really had to go, so i went to the bathroom and i barely even peed. but then i knew more would come. this happened at least six times. it was crazy. just the peeing and stopping part: i didn't get out of bed six times. then tonight i had to pee so bad when toren was in the washroom, but it was only a little pee after DYING to go. maybe i messed up my urinary tract. hopefully things will get more disciplined down there.

WAX ON/WAX OFF

yay! tomorrow i get my pits waxed. i love it. i don't care if other people have hairy pits, and between waxes, things can get a little hairy for me, but it's not a big deal. i just love getting it waxed. i only shave if it's a BIG emergency. it feels good. like getting a piercing or something. and lola told me about the cheap place in yaletown. so i'm going to check it out; they have some awesome combos, like a facial, pedicure, manicure and paraffin treatment for like 110 or something. i will review them tomorrow.




Monday, August 23, 2004

boo urns

i have heard this phrase three times today. can you believe it?

everyone speaks the same phrases.

i went to ratchel's b-day barbeque today. mahli and i were the only non-naturopaths. we bonded in our difference. it was fun, i haven't seen rachel's mom in a while, so it was good to get some home cooking! (that wasn't cooked by me). it was also nice to see the NC (naturopathic crowd). and i met the new dog.

after dropping flea off, i went to ang's place in the coq. as there was no WIZARD we were going to watch teenage mutant ninja turtles. which was sooooooo wicked-awesome of her to have rented. cause i was pushing for it, but then there was uproar from the nerdy community as to its authenticity as a video game movie (because it was a comic book first). of course, i was like, YEAH, WHATEVAH! I LOVE BEING A TURTLE! anyway. we couldn't watch it, cause it was getting eaten by the vcr.

oh well. i haven't seen ang or yvonne in a couple weeks... yummy cupcakes.

work today: blew. well, that's mostly a lie. it was fine. but i had to train someone to close, and we did coaching all day, and the girl at the other store had a hang over so one girl from our store had to go there. and then when we were clsing there was a customer who wanted to look at everything, but didn't buy anything. so let me tell all of you "the store is closing but i'm still looky-looing" people: buy something. because one day, the person helping you will snap. and it won't be pretty.






Sunday, August 22, 2004

blueberry conspiracy

someone has spilled blueberries all over the underround parking garage. and by all over, i mean, they seem to have settled into my parking spot. they're in front of my car, and behind.

i think it's a set-up. think about it. it's like they were poured on top of my car and fell front and back. oh, and there's a little trail that leads up to about the car door.

i'm surprised i haven't received ANY calls from strata council regarding this. if they're still there tuesday, i'll clean them up. for now. it's off to work.

and p.s. i don't like blueberries, and never buy them.





work it, let me work it. put my thing down, flip and reverse it

so, in my efforts to be a productive person, i went to work today. the work outside the home stuff. oh, and to pay my mortgage. :oD

there's a lot of new stuff at the store... which means i bought some stuff. i still have a credit. so it's totally not like i spent money. AND the purse i picked out was favoured by rachel, so i'm going to give it to her for her birthday. i really don't need another bag. and there's this cute hula girl one anyway. anyway, rach picked out some stuff she liked and mahli did too. it was fun. and a nice break from weird-o customers.

rach, mahli and i went for indian tonight. we decided to go to kohinoor. which has tastey food, but the service is pretty weak. we talked about movies. rachel can only remember the names of two famous people: kate blanchett (sp?) and mel gibson. it was great. and we made fun of my taste in guys... which is completely opposite to rachel's. example: rachel thinks robert redford is hot for an old guy... i say: leather face! i think ewan is waaaay hot...she doesn't really know who he is. which is almost a sin. :oD and then when i explained, she was like, ew!!!

hot guys to me, that rachel thinks are gross:
ewan mcgregor
viggo mortenson
aidan (from sex & the city)
joaquin phoenix
chris noth

hot guys for rachel, gross to me:
robert redford
barishnakov (sp?)

people we agreed we'd date:
jack black, cause he's soooooo funny
hugh grant, who won a place in my heart with love, actually

we also talked about friends that are gay but don't know it. friends that were gay, but aren't now. and percentages of gay/straight: like how straight are you in relation to how gay you are. and we talked about friends getting wives. literally.

all in all, a fun day. we also tried to get mahli to move here. i think it's working. i gave her the low-down on prices of condos here vs. D.C. i think she's interested. now we just need to get her a job.

i want all of my friends to move to b.c. i would like that.




Friday, August 20, 2004

horrorscope

how's this for a horoscope?

BIRTH MONTH IMPACTS YOUR CANCER RISK

"Those born in January or February have the highest risk for [brain cancer], while those born in July or August have the lowest. There's another interesting twist that the researchers can't explain: The association between birth season and cancer risk is most pronounced among people who are left-handed or ambidextrous with those born in the late fall through early spring being most at risk for developing brain cancer." read entire story




free stuff

today this message came from my friend:

I have a sofa and love seat from my cousin that needs a home! It is creamy beige colour with soft pink and brown flowers.  It is a nice set, I am not sure how old it is but I have steam cleaned it and it's yours if you want it! Unfortunately it doesn't fit well in Tyler's place!

So give me a call if you or someone you know needs a couch and love seat or if you want to see it I will take a picture and email it to you!

•••

i believe it's a first-come kinda thing. if you need either of these items, let me know.




wild urs

yahoo! like i said, i had a great trip. let me tell you what happened...

DAY 1
i woke up late to catch the fast ferry (the one that i really didn't where to catch) but got there in good time, and enjoyed the ride to nanaimo. then i had to book it to the gabriola ferry (my flip-flop started to fall apart on the fast ferry... and i had decided while packing that i really didn't need to weigh my bag down with an extra pair of shoes, when it was supposed to be sunny all week, and i already had the non-travel sized rummykub with me). anyway, i made the ferry with a couple mins to spare, and was greeted on the other side by rachel and bruce. we got some food for the next three days and then drove to their boat to mudge island.

we made dinner, and then went on bruce's special "sunset cruise" which was a great orientation. there are smaller islands all around, and you can see the mountains on the horizon when you're out on the water... it was so gorgeous...cinematic baby!

rach and i played some rummykub, read/listened to books and hit the hay.

DAY 2
had a walking tour/rock climb of the island. tanned. swam. p.s. i am such a baby. yes. barnacles etc. are reasons to NOT get pedicures. i couldn't even stand on a rock without almost crying! oh, and i cut my leg on a rock or something. we went home prepared dinner, and played some yahtzee. and ate dinner. and then tried to go canoeing. (ohmygod, i can't even type this without laughing). i have totally been canoeing before. successfully. more than once! we dragged the canoe down to the water, and i got in. rachel got in, and i TOTALLY lost my balance and tipped the canoe. i don't know how rachel stayed dry... she only got the bottom of one pant leg wet. anyway. we were laughing out asses off, and decided to try again. we decided i'd go in the front, and at first it felt more stable. i believe my words were: oh yeah! this is much better! oh no! *flips the canoe again*. i was literally laying in the water, laughing. rachel couldn't even stand up she was laughing so hard. if i hadn't peed before we left, i probably would have pees my pants off. oh god. it was hilarious. so, instead, i changed and we went to visit the deer. this was cool. there were probably 10 deer, mostly bucks. there were a couple does with babies too. we grabbed some apples from the trees and slowly lured the deer closer. one deer, that we named patty ate most of the apples, and was the least shy. they came within a few metres and kinda started to scare us a bit, once we'd run out of apples.

then we played rummikub and went to bed.

DAY 3

had breakkie. played yahtzee. had lunch. went swimming. got slightly burned on my back (after only like 10 mins). but my front was tanning nicely. had my first shower of the trip. after dinner, we went on another sunset cruise. this one went around other islands, and we saw this super-cool rocks; they had huge holes beaten in them from wind and water. some looked like huge honeycombs, others like caves, all bleached white. then rachel and i went to see the deer again. patty was waiting for us! he followed us to the apples, where we picked a bunch, and by then there were lots more deer. it was crazy. patty came as close as 3 feet away! at one point we were practically surrounded by deer. when i got up to get more apples, they didn't even get scared, they just chillaxed waiting for more apples. as we were leaving, patty started to follow us. we're convinced we could ahve had him eating out of our hands in another couple days.

after another game of yahtzee, we went down to the beach. we saw some shooting stars (the stars were so bright). and we played in the water to get the plankton (or whatever they are) to twinkle. if you run your hand through the water, it looks like fireflies sparkling behind. i had never seen this before. it was like pixie dust.

we played some rummikub. read/listened and went to bed. we heard this tapping noise, which we had to inspect. i think it was just a moth. which i killed. then there was a noise, that i swear was something coming up on the stairs. finally, i think we were both about to sleep or sleeping when the smoke alarm went off! and still later... we were awoken with the sound of my dying cell phone that we were using as an alarm clock. it was a crazy night!

DAY 4
made it to both ferries on time, there was an obnoxious group of guys for a stag on the fast ferry. they were totally loud and drunk. rachel and i played some rummikub to end the trip properly, and to make me carrying the damn thing all around worth while. then i took the sky train and a bus and made it home in my flip flops!

whoo hoo!

i had soooo much fun! thanks to mary, bruce and rach!




Thursday, August 19, 2004

back-from outer space

yo yo! party people in da house! i'm back.

and i have lots to write! i know you're all excited out of your minds. anyway... rest assured, i had a wicked time. and by tonight i will have written all about my trip.

:o)


Hip Hop

The queen is still in her cabin somewhere, but here's the thought for today.


You look out the window and you see kids equipped in retro NBA jerseys, Air Force Ones, and the "bling bling" around their necks, in their ears, and around their wrists. You turn on the radio and there is Ludacris, Lil Jon, or Eminem with their publicly acclaimed misogynistic beats. You turn on the television and there they are again. You see the resemblance between the kids outside your window and Ying Yang twins' clothing. The whole time you were thinking. Two words.

Hip hop.

Sure, everyone has a say in what hip hop really is.50 and the G-Unit thinks it's all chains and bullets, Mos Def says it's all in the people and the love of God, and all Nelly cares about are his goddamn shoes. You see the reflection between the kids' idea of hip hop outside your window when the big ass chromes roll down the street of Brooklyn on MTV.

Then the image of the kids' parents come to mind. Them working their 8 hour days, 6 days a week, 51.5 weeks a year, 45 years in all. They saved every penny so the house is filled with heat, the plates are filled with food, and the welfare check remains unnecessary. They squeeze out their last bit of energy every night to smile for their children and hand them their allowances. Then the sound kicks in.

Bling, bling, bling bling bling bling.

What all these messages tend to forget is, hip hop isn't chains. It isn't people, it isn't clothes, it isn't the way you carry yourself, and it sure isn't the way you live. There's another word for that, and it's called life. Hip hop is a genre of music, simple as that.

But is it really?

Without hip hop would life be of any meaning for some people? Would 50's chain mean prosperity? Would Em's hate rhymes mean freedom of expression? Would Nelly's shoes mean fashion?

Heeeeeell no.

So hip hop isn't life. But what it does is it takes all that meaningless voids out of all our daily routines. It takes the pointlessness out of our 45 year working marathon. The kids outside your window isn't hip hop. But hip hop makes the parents' blood, sweat and tears. It gives us reason. It gives life meaning.

Hip hop defines the meaning of life.

For some, and for all.

-DJ Hillman-

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

DJ Hillman is Now Your New Subsitute.

The queen is on vacation. The Hillman takes over for just a few sessions...

Working with kids is a rewarding experience, there are no doubts about that. But working with kids' thoughts is another story all on its own. In the midst of searching for answers in these developing minds, more questions often rebounds off the backboard as you try for that final under-the-leg dunk. Before you know it, you're back on the bench.

If you can't decipher what I just said, it's all good.

Let me tell you a story. It'll come clear that way.

As a park leader at a local wading pool and playground, I see all type of kids. White, black, asian, yellow, blue, fat, short, tall, skinny, you name it, I've met them. However, the questions are often the same: "Can I have a water balloon?" "Can you turn the sprinklers on?" "Where are the bubbles?".

Then there is Jessica.

She prances up to me in her pink swimsuit, and tugs my shirt with her 6 year old hand. As I shift my attention to her side, she quickly points at the two negro-asian children in the pool.

"What's wrong, Jessica?" I asked.
"Those kids wants to play with me." she replied. "But do I have to?"
"Sure, go on, it's a good thing. Isn't it?" I smiled.
"But my grandma said I can't play with black people. It's not good" she whined.

"Oh."

Oh. Exactly. Oh is right. In that lil 6 year old mind there is a seed that will root to something that may guarantee doom. The same thought that guaranteed individuals, cities, and nations to utter destruction. Hate.

But I can't blame the grandma. There is no proof her teachings are for the worse of her daughter. She takes Jessica to the park, she makes her lunch, she buys her toys when her parents are too busy. It must've been love that made Jessica's grandma's to teach her something that she believes is better for her grand-daughter to know. Everyone's asking where the love is. The love is there. In fact, the love is everywhere. It is just shadowed by a thin film of personal hate that we each believe that is for the better of our offspring.

I urged Jessica to play with the kids. I pick up a beachball off the deck of the pool, and sat back onto the bench. Damn.

-DJ Hillman-

Monday, August 16, 2004

super mario party party

monday, august 23rd. be here or be somewhere else. let's say: be here at 6.45-7pm (so if i decide to go to pilates i will not stink by the time you get here). the game will start promptly.

i'm going away labour day weekend (this would be to your place, james!) so, it's your chance to get some party action in. i will provide... hmmm... i haven't decided. but probably something from martha.

if you need to crash here, i will allow it... for easier access to work the next day. but sleeping over doesn't mean you're gettin lucky. it ain't kentucky. also, the goal is for it to NOT be a late night, so m-f workers can go home.

whoo hoo! shotgun on yoshi!

i've had a lot of corn in the past 24 hrs

corn
popcorn
corn chips

i've also eaten a lot of other things. today was d's engagement party. the food was yummy. and MAN was it HOT. i drank 3 7ups. and i was soooo burpy and bloated. how i resisted letting a huge one rip is beyond me - cause as soon as i got to my car, i burped big time.

on d's icecream cake for the party, it said something like happy engagement. which we all know is almost sad! had I been in control of the cake, it would have said the magic-welcome-to-the-club-password of "superjob danielle and jordy". and that my friends, would have rocked. cause everyone wants a superjob cake. and HOW!

last night i brought my mom dinner. we had corn ($3 of corn saved me $$$ in a speeding ticket. as i was getting back on the highway after picking up corn, there was a guy pulled over that i had sped past before i got off the highway. thanks again corn. you rock! ) from chilliwack, turkey frankfurters from granville island, and i'm gonna say salad. cause i can't actually remember what the green veggie was. although the frankfurters were tastey, i would not recommend trying to eat two. unless you are going to give 4/5 of the second one to your dog. especially if you want to DQ something different for dessert.

extra-sadly, there was nothing exciting on the highway today... i miss the crazy tin-man.



Sunday, August 15, 2004

people are strange

as i was driving to hope today i passed this car (twice, cause i had to stop in chilliwack for some corn) that had a strange amount of aluminium wrapped products in the back of their car. there were big boxes, small boxes and even ones in between. and it looked like there were non-box items covered as well.

oh, and i just realised what yvonne was talking about, when she said that there are shortcuts to make links and such in this programme. either it does not support macs, or my browser. when i get home i will try to use explorer and see if there are any of these fun shortcuts. until then, it's all about oldschool HTML.

saw the new bourne movie. ummm... wasn't exactly thrilled. hopefully whatever movie i go to tomorrow is better. or my butt will be pissed.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

ouch. that hurt my heart.

heart-hand. whatev.

i took skin off my hand in the washroom at the olive garden. ouch. that hurt. good news is: food was good. jordy was so nice as to buy me dinner, and danielle was so nice as to provide the boyfriend that would do that. :oD thanks!

we also looked at la vie en rose (in our 45mins wait for a table). there were cute things there. and the knickers are cheaper than la senza. and la vie en rose, DOESN'T have a "training your pre-teen girls to dress like whores" side store. all of which makes me happy. so, next time i need undies, i'm making a trip to la vie en rose. surprisingly, i only caught jordy groping danielle once in the store, and to give him credit: we'd been in there for a while at this point... and it was only after danielle told him to stop flicking the mannequin's nipple.

on my way home, i saw this guy running across the street in this total preppy 80's outfit. he had a red lacoste shirt on, and a white sweater draped on his shoulders, with the arms tied in the front... totally carlton from fresh prince. and he was wearing black socks with white runners. in any case. fashion faux pas. i looked great tonight, so i was allowed to be the fashion police.



Friday, August 13, 2004

happy friday the 13th

eek. perfect time to watch scary movies.

i don't actually believe in the badness of this day. i do believe in the badness of this series of movies. because i grew up by a lake, and there were summer homes there, it especially creeped me out. i know it's totally fake, and it's laughable how bad it is, but once it gets dark, and you start looking into the deep lake, it gets a little more possible. people HAVE drowned in kawkawa lake. which is one of the reasons i can't swim alone. and if i go swimming there, someone has to go in before me.

welcome to my traumatised world. it's a scary place.

also, a few summers ago, erin and i would go swimming almost every day. the one day we didn't go swimming (we'd swim across lake of the woods, to this log) there was a group of ESL students or something that had stopped there to go swimming. one guy went out far, and i guess he wasn't a very good swimmer, because he drowned that day. it totally freaked me out. i had dreams that i was there that day, with my scuba fins and mask, and snorkel, and that i saved him. no one understood that he was calling for help. they thought he was playing.

heebie jeebies.




today i will talk to people and leave the house

it's true! and i'm off to a good start. i've already spent an hour on the phone with danielle. and talked to lola on msn. and sent her a pic of me to trace for her illustrator class. i've also talked to caleb and allie and helen (my neighbour) and now i've even talked to toren to confirm plans.

later, i will go to granville island (with toren) and buy fruit and hopefully a cake for danielle's engagement party. toren suggested cheese cake, and i think that would be nice.

i think i'm going to the olive garden, in langley for dinner. danielle wants to cheer me up. i've been ditched a million times this week. and i'm not feeling well to start. so, i will load up on carbs (garlic bread). and vegetables (salad). yay! speaking of danielle, i need to pick up her engagement present. eek.

since finishing mario bros. on wednesday, i've decided to try it again. this time, without any warps. you know, each level at a time. i got to 3-3 today. and it really didn't take that long. duck hunk still kicks my ass. and i have no real desire to get better at it. oh and p.s., it kicks lola's ass too.

when i get back from granville island. i will do work. and lots of it. i promise.




Thursday, August 12, 2004

i'm not sleeping, no. oh no. not me. (as sung by bono)

so, i TOTALLY can't get to sleep at a normal time these days. it's been 5.30 ish for almost a week now. i need to turn myself around. but only because i feel crappier with these sleeping times than any other. i think my body REALLY likes to be sleeping from 4-5 am.

i got anghold's drinking horoscope email, and i was thinking, i haven't read my horoscope in FORever. i had to go to like 10 (seriously, i even tried an indian paper, and 2 chinese horoscopes). everything was CRAP. luckily, i found a really good one:

You will impress people today with your larger-than-life personality and your total self-confidence. A wonderful aspect from the sun in Leo to Pluto, planet of power, in your birth sign means you are capable of achievements that look impossible to those who do not share your can-do attitude to life. This is one of the very best days of the year.

how can you argue with that? it was worth the effort.



banana what?

i just finished putting some banana muffins in the oven. same as banana bread, just easier to eat/freeze/eat. they smell so f'ing good. totally worth staying up late to bake, and the hot hot house.

there's a meteor shower on (in case you don't read toren or yvonne's blog). maybe tomorrow night i will head to the beach to watch. speaking of things on the beach... i'm going to make an effort to see bard on the beach before the end of august. i love shakespeare. yay will!

also, i played mario bros. today. and finished the game. it was like old times. i totally struggled on 8-2 and 8-3. but it really was fun. and i sucked rocks at mario 3. huge. i can't even remember secrets in that one. oh, except that you can go behind a bush and find a warping whistle.

i didn't get my nintendo from ebay. there was a mistake. so, i'm back to searching. if anyone sees yoshi's cookie, please buy it. i will pay you back.



Wednesday, August 11, 2004

everybody was eBay fighting

i didn't think i would be up for blogging today. i'm in a shit mood. BUT toren has turned things around (at least for the moment). we are bidding on an NES for my mom. it has yoshi's cookie. it's her most favourite game in the world. i know she'll be over the moon, as they say. i'm soooo stoked about this. i hope we get it.

not only does toren help people move and eat mass quantities of mustard, he helps you (very patiently) buy things form ebay. you RULE toren!



blizzard day is THURSDAY

don't forget, thursday is blizzard day at DQ. proceeds go to a children's hospital in your community. eat a blizzard. i believe i will be available for blizzard eating, in the evening. and only once. otherwise my tummy will get angry.



yay! the day is officially over!

so, today i went to hope. i got to go swimming with heath, and promise and mason (and even got to teach mason some swimming stuff). we blew bubbles underwater, and talked about flutter kicking, and i even held him up so he could feel like he was swimming. that's probably the coolest thing about kids: you get to teach them some good stuff. i told him that in a couple more years, we'll be able to swim all over the lake. for today, i gave him a piggy-back swim and took him out further than he could swim.

heath, i hope the side-view mirror will be okay. mary's right, at least it's only a thing... no people or children were harmed in the events. i feel like i should apologise, despite not even being in the car!

i FINALLY got to pick up my books (and new HIP cd) from the post office. i will write a letter or something tomorrow. i can't believe how long it took to get here... at least i won't be getting mad at stu.

i saw the notebook tonight. and cried like a little school girl with scraped knees. it was totally standard boy meets girl, boy and girl fall in love, boy and girl can't be together... but it was told beautifully and EVERYONE was crying. i even wanted to cry AFTER the movie was done. i think i still want to cry.

i missed stitching in the buff tonight. because of family craziness in hope. BAH! and my skin looks horrible. must drink MORE water!



Tuesday, August 10, 2004

there's a fly on the wall

last night, before i went to bed, there was a fly in my bathroom. so i tried to kill it. i thought that i did, but i only KO'd it. so, after a couple mins, it flew around. i thought to escape it in my room, but it followed. and buzzed, while i tried to sleep. then i decided to try to kill it again. but, if this is even possible, it pretended to die AGAIN. what a TRICKSTER. finally i did kill it. and then i slept. the sleep of the dead.

i wanted to go to a class today. before i left for hope. but i kinda slept in. cause i stayed up late to do some work. cause ian came over to install my airconditioner. i'm gonna say it's a vicious cycle. the good news is that everything went well, except i didn't go to the gym.

since i'm off to hope, i will have other fun material to write about when i get back. stay tuned.

i'm kewl

whoo hoo! thanks ian! my airconditioner has been installed, and i'm livin' the cool life. want to enjoy this? feel free to come over, but we'll have to hang out in my bedroom.

also, i'm going to hope tomorrow... swimming and a movie. if you're interested in joining me, call me before 11, but not til after 9.

:o)
u



a special message from jeffy & me!

Hello everyone - I hope you'll all forgive me for the mass email - I am trying to use the power of the internet to make some magic happen. I know a kind girl named Ursula who some of you know and many do not. Ursula lives in Vancouver BC and is a fan of the worlds greatest game, the Settlers of Catan. A few of you have had the good fortune to play a Catan game against Ursula online before the PC that was donated to her died. I am hoping that with many people making a small effort, we may be able to do what Ursula cannot do for herself - get her a new PC to connect and play. The most basic PC from www.dell.ca is $394, and we will get every dollar donated matched, so we only need to raise $197. That would be less than $10 each, and I am going to start with a donation of $20.00, but I do not want people to donate that much. My hope is that as many people as are willing will consider a donation of $1 or $2, and that people who know Ursula or who are willing to help will also forward the message onward. If you're willing to make a donation, please connect to www.parsons-sheldrake.com/kindgirl.html and follow the link to make a PayPal donation. You can pay with a credit card and a $1 or $2 charge (or whatever you choose) will appear on your credit card bill.
A dollar or two would make very little difference to many of us, but together, we can make a big difference in the life of a kind girl! I will collect the donations and update the page to indicate the amount of donations.

Thanks for helping. If you are unable or uninterested in making a donation, please consider forwarding this email. If everybody had 10 people on their list and this got forwarded 3 times, that would be 1000 people, and Ursula could have a shiny new Dell for only ten cents each!

Jeffy Parsons-Sheldrake, MD CFPC



Monday, August 09, 2004

key mystery solved.

dearest ian,

thank you for finding my key in your shorts. thanks for giving it back to me, instead of sticking to your story of me not giving it to you (and therefore being able to admit that you were wrong).

thanks ian, thian.

also eventful today:

ian figured out how we will install the airconditioner tomorrow (and by "we" i mean, he... j/k, i'll help. i can cut the wood, and hold stuff. i DO have a skilsaw, you know. and i can even help create awesome ideas for how it should be installed).

• we went to DQ (where all the vee dubs go, and now my tummy doesn't feel so good from too much icecream).

• we rented the last samurai, which i hope is the last tom cruise film i see. ever. except for maybe that new one with jamie foxx. seriously kids, the last samurai did no justice to the japanese, and was generally poor... ian and i decided to play scrabble shortly into the movie.

• ian kicked my ass at that scrabble game. why am i sucking at games lately? i clearly need to step up my commitment to these games and practice when others aren't around. at this point, however, i think i'd rather sleep.



Sunday, August 08, 2004

oh, and p.s.'s

dear sophie's,

what happened yesterday? you're my favourite diner place, and probably lola's too, but when we took heather there, you had no diet pop left, we got the bad waiter and there were no BLT's, and no grilled cheese. apparently they have a limited weekend menu - how could i not know this? i've been there a LOT (yes, as many times as could fit into a real estate lot).

the good news is, the toast was beautiful... and the shake - gorgeous.

i still love you sophie's, so you're gonna get another chance.

xo
ursula

i almost forgot:

to the chick that was freaking out after the fireworks last night, when arbutus was jam packed with people so that cars couldn't move,

ummm, honking your horn and swearing at the car in front of you won't help move the people out of the way. for next year, might i suggest making friends with someone that lives near the beach, or just chillaxing on the beach until the traffic dies down a bit. in any case, simmer.

ursula



thanks everyone, thone.

thanks for coming to my barbie Q. oooh, that would have been fun, to roast barbies, but then we would have had to buy them, and it would probably do damage to my barbeque, and stink. so i guess it would have been less fun than first thought.

anyway, thanks for coming. the hightlights being toren eating that mustard, the success of martha's recipes, and everyone's yummy yummy food. and of course the fun fireworks, that did not involve keysearching. (this would be a different keysearching than the one that took place last week). three people got their hair did. so it almost became a hair party, but it's always a hair party with lola and me.

oh, we also played sumpermario party last night. without janet and brian, because they took too long. in any case, a 60% truth is that it was a very close game.

i'm so tired, cause heath kept me up til after 5, girltalking. :o) (i am but an innocent). and then (what with being a mom and all) she had to go to the skytrain to get to scurvey in the AM. word on the street is she got on the wrong train and did a loop. i guess i should have warned her. *blush* in my defense, for a hick, she did seem like she knew what she was doing!

before we left, i felt it necessary to give ian a wake up call. part of the reason is that when i wake up (especially if i'm super tired, but have to get up, or if there's a sleep over involved) i feel that it's important to be buggy. as heather was already getting ready and was awake, etc. ian was the obvious choice. i think he likes me to wake him up with a giggling phone call. secretly, i'm sure he wishes i would call him every morning and wake him up with such comments as: whatcha doin? and i'm BUGGY! *giggle giggle*. although, he did say he would call me back and that was a few hours ago.

and then danielle called me, when i was going to call her. weird. wuuurd.

i bought cobs bread this morning. and i've eaten 3 pieces. 3 glorious, delicious, toasted pieces. it's a good thing. lola, there's plenty of bum to go around now.


Saturday, August 07, 2004

just a quicky

and then back to work.

not last night, but the night before (24 robbers came knocking at my door) on jeopardy! there was a music answer, and the question was "What is Emo?". i thought the emo crazies might like that. why am i not into emo? well, except like remy zero and sunny day. beats me.



rain makes people grumpy

despite everyone sorta knowing that the rain is desperately needed, it makes people grumpy because they've been spoiled all summer.

today was a really weird day at work. there were weird, and often grumpy customers. but caley and i had fun... well, we made the most of it, and got really excited when a boy-boy couple came in to buy a present for a boy-boy couple from the states who have come to canada to get married.

caley's anxiety of the day was that wrapzone was changing their menu today. and then she was happy because it still has our favourites, and some fun new items. but i swear, the first thing she said was: i have to tell you something, wrap zone is changing their menu today.

after work i went to capers to pick up some more stuff for the barbeque, and the clerk asked me if i was listening to an iPod. and then we had exciting conversation about how much we love macs and how much i love my iPod, etc.

then i bought expensive (or more expensive) sparkling wine, for the bellinis. and because i didn't really care, and wanted to get home. so, good for the wine guy to sell me the more expensive stuff by giving me product knowledge. he deserves the sale, for getting me to tell him what i'm making and for knowing which ones were originally used in bellinis.

see lots of you tomorrow!



Friday, August 06, 2004

hi ho! hi ho! it's off to work i go!

so, i'm working a crazy shift today. and some things have changed at the store so i won't be able to close properly. you know what i say to that? then don't put me on a closing shift.

i have so much stuff to do for tomorrow's barbeque, but i just spent 20-30 mins doing my hair for work. the good news is: it'll look adorable. the bad news is: i'm a procrastinator. also good news, at superstore you can buy bags of lemons. a total deal compared to the 2 for 98¢ that the bulk ones are.

anyway. i have to finish getting ready for work. if you're bored, come visit me!

:o)



superstore me!

also this evening, lola , yvonne and i combined a social and functional gathering at the superstore in north van. we're disappointed with the selection and organisation of the store, but overall the visit was a success. there was much talk of boys, including, but not exclusive of: ned flanders and tynan (who currently does not have an ursula-given nickname). based upon a conversation i had with toren, yvonne and i only talked in the car, and listened, i guess. there was no music played.

i will give you $1 to eat that

so, a while ago, p.b. (pre-blog) i believe, toren and ang and i were at moderne burger (the BEST veggie burger & fries) and toren got extra mustard (so it came on the side). upon its arrival, it came up, in some betting way, that i didn't think toren could eat the whole thing; despite anghold and i being superkeen to see this, and toren saying that he could do it, he took a raincheck. we tried to cheer him on, but he was concerned about not having mustard for his burger.

this was not a random jab. it was based on personal experience. in first year, some of us were drinking (surprise, surprise) in the common room. mahlette loves loves loves mustard. so we dared her (or offered to pay her) to eat like three packettes of mustard. she totally couldn't. then i tried and it was HORRIBLE! i probably spat it out all over the place. i have a problem with that.

i think the bet is still on because ang and i were willing to pay good money (like a couple bucks) to see this phenom. i KNOW that jeffy's like, i could have done that easily, and still drank a glass of chocolate milk and orange juice with chickpeas and feta cheese. but this is about toren. so to YOU toren, i say, saturday night is GO TIME! yeah, believe it! i've got a couple bucks left from the garage sale and i don't have any entertainment planned for post fireworks.

if anyone else wants to chip in a couple bucks for this event, or if you have ideas along the same vein, please post!


swollen members

i knew that my feet were swollen...even my doctor noticed, and she only sees me when i think something's going on.

i didn't like it, and thought they'd gone down significantly. however, i just put on my favourite platform sandals (i couldn't reach to put up the hooks to hang these candle holders on my patio). my feet are so swollen that i had to squish them into my sandals. this is ridiculous.


Thursday, August 05, 2004

it's official

stu, or postman pete as he is also affectionately know as, is no longer my postal carrier... at least not for the summer. i will leave that crush behind and concentrate on something equaly fun. like cross-stitch. and baking cookies without sugar for toren. and getting the medical services plan people to charge me the right amount for health care.

until we meet again stu.


I AM A FOOL!

it has been well over a week (including today 9 days) without toast. where has the time gone. if only cobs were open so late! tomorrow i go to cobs. after i see stu.

seriously, i can't believe this. what is wrong with me? or maybe not wrong with me. maybe i'm not addicted afterall. huh. i showed YOU bread! (she says while plotting the earliest time possible to buy bread without seeming crazy...)

i will admiti have had a couple of bread products this past week, but never cobs bread, and sooooo much less than normal, that by comparison it equals 0.

next up: welcome home cobs bread.

pea-NUT, peanut butter, and oatmeal.

whoo hoo cookie success. martha would be proud. as enticement... in case any one wanted to know, i think that for saturday's barbeque, i will make this rocky road ganache pie thingy. it's in this month's martha that ian made me buy at london drugs because he was embarassed for me to charge 98¢ to my mastercard. i thought i was going to buy an airconditioner there, but they were out of little ones, and so i only brought my mastercard with me. (so i can get airmiles). so then i also picked up a british magazine (whose name i will not say) and a chocolate bar for d and me. and i think something else. this 98¢ purchase became $15. jeez louise!

thanks for the cookie compliment, there are more where that came from. i really do have to go... i should sweep or something too.


wanting, waiting for stu to justify my love

oh my god. imagine if stu DID do a search, or that he knows someone who knows someone that i know that reads my blog? well, FREAKAZOID is what he'd be thinking. since i think this is highly unlikely (ignorance is bliss) i will continue to write about him as if he were a luddite. he does deliver the mail by foot afterall. and he'll be looking for a doctor, so i think i'm safe...well, mostly.

so, i don't know that i'm actually in love with stu. i really hadn't thought about him for a while... i guess until i ordered some books from amazon.ca. you can get airmiles if you go through your store thingy so that's what i've been doing. i'm addicted to airmiles. my mom bought me a kitchenaid mixer, and i've bought a kitchenaid food processor. it's been an exciting addition to both my life and my friends'. wow. tangent much? anyway. i'm expecting my books... please don't ask what they are. there's not a thinker among them... they should come tomorrow. so i'm getting excited that stu (if he's still around, i seriously haven't seen him in forever) will bring the package to my door! whoo hoo! maybe i should shave my legs. LMAO.

anyway... i think that i don't have a crush on him anymore. except that he is so f'ing hot.

today i had to be at the store for 8am. brutal. i am helping with inventory. it was supposed to be a 4 hr shift but got turned into a 9 hour marathon. lots of typing in codes, etc. and by the end of it people were getting testy. the good news is that a girl that works there made me a cute flower to go in my hair. i love it. i'm extra cute now! whoo hooo!

oh, and i did get lunch for free. lisa and i went out for sushi. the yam and veggie (no mushrooms) kind. and i had agadeshi tofu... mmmm... tofu.

yay! the fireworks are tonight. i've got to get some coal, or whatever it is for my barbeque, so that i can have a veggie burger. (i bought some the other day, but it was the wrong kind... the kind i bought already had lighter fluid on it (that was all the had at safeway) ian laughingly informed me that that would probably blow up in my face. i took it back. i should book it. and shower. yukky! it was hot on the bus back! (to my house, not on the back of the bus...i DID have $2 for fare).

oh, and p.s. i'm NOT going to look at the hair section on toren's blog anymore. i think it's best if i just leave the situation alone...in case anyone's waiting for more snarky comments from me to puck and that other guy.


Tuesday, August 03, 2004

your 2¢

so, as you may have noticed, i've decide under the direction of yvonne, to stick with one messaging system. this means all previous messages have been hidden. know that i love them. and that they haven't been deleted.

today i looked at shoes. not just dozens, hundreds. i love shoes. today, is the day that i never thought could happen. i don't want to shoe shop...for a long while. i saw too many. danielle's looking for wedding shoes. hopefully by spring there will be more cute, sparkley, open-toe white shoes.

i also fed what could be my latest of addictions. sophie's cosmic cafe has the best shakes. they're orange shakes, made with fresh orange juice. soooo yummy. i'm not a huge fan of orange creamsicles. these f'ing rock. everyone should try them. they are beautiful.

also, something is wrong with my jaw... or maybe my tooth. it could be from sleeping on my face. it hurts. as i test it out now, i'm pretty sure it's my jaw. it's a mystery. but since i asked the doctor about so many things last time i went, i don't think i can go back anytime soon.

Monday, August 02, 2004

east meets west. fight to the death

i'd like to welcome any readers pointed here from parsons-sheldrake.com yay! if you know me, this may be an even weirder glimpse into the madness that is my world. if you don't know me, brace yourself.

kisses all!


graydar

last night danielle told me that my ex boyfriend, ray, has come out. clearly there's a limited amount of people to choose from when you live in hope. also, don't date me. you may become gay.