keep the faith 2

my friend kenji is one of the wisest people i know (this has nothing to do with any tapes he may be sending me). tonight we talked about a few things, including how i feel like a phoney at church because i don't think i have the right faith. i want to believe, but the concrete evidence part of me is so strong. i am of two minds when it comes to the idea/faith of a lord. kenji, as usual, came to the rescue, "i like thinking of god as sophia, incarnate wisdom". which kinda works for me. and with that in mind, it looks like church this wednesday... with one less thing to feel guilty about and one more person to pray for. thanks kenj.