too much, too fast

ohno, ohno, ohno!

don't read any further if you don't want to know what my crotch looks like right now.

so today rach, and i went to get some waxing. i think there was some miscommunication going on. i went in expecting a bit of cleanup. and requested "a little bit off the top". maybe i wasn't clear. maybe "a little bit" or "off the top" doesn't translate as well as, "sides only, please". at this point, i might as well have gone hollywood. i'd be tempted to call my current look "minimalist". as in, "whoa! there is only a bandaid of hair on my crotch". this is not to be confused with the landing strip that would be about twice as long and wide as what i've got going on right now.

i really didn't want to go so extreme for two reasons. one, what i have right now looks ridiculous to me, it's like i just got her to stop because it hurt too much (which should have been the indicator that she was going too far) and two, my crotch is not interested in getting that waxed, so it revolts with irritated skin and ingrown hairs despite exfoliating.

here's the best part. because i'm totally paranoid, and waxing/threading is no exception, i always think while it's getting done that they're doing too much. then i look and it's really just fine. so while she was going nuts downtown, i was talking myself out of panic. and i can't look. not while it's happening. cause i feel guilty treating gina like that.

anyway. yeah, it's pretty bare down there. and not my favourite template.