today i went to hope.  i realised driving there, that i have a lot of anxiety associated with that place.  anyway, i went to my doctor, and i had no intention of telling her anything except that i'm having trouble sleeping.  but she's so nice, and i'm vulnerable.  so i told her the truth.  and now i have to see a counsellor.  (i think i hear certain people cheering in the background).
anyway.  i really missed my mom today.  so it was a crappy feeling day.  all i can think about is having 5 more minutes, just to make sure she knows how much i love her.  because i'm a little bit worried about that.  so, as the only advice i can give, i would suggest that you call your parents and tell them that you love them, and make sure they say that they know.  just in case.  because i told my mom i love her, but she never said that she knew that.
 
 
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