Tuesday, May 24, 2005

day 7

according to the booklet that comes with the cleanse i'm doing, removing stress from your life is as important as maintaining the no wheat/dairy/sugar diet. after this morning, i feel like i could eat a loaf of white cobs bread and not compare to my current stress level.

my sister makes me crazy. seriously... like crack open a beer bottle on a table and slash at someone nearby crazy.

this is the same sister who wants to know where i'll be in ireland so she can visit me. obviously i had to tell her that i would be moving around a lot and didn't have any real kind of idea as to where i'll be. does it really sound like i'm running away? oh good, then we're clear about it.

in other news, i can't believe i haven't broken that stupid cleanse yet! last night i was watching hockey highlights (or lowlights, depending on where you're from) and there were tim hortons commercials like crazy. the bread product looked really good.

i'm trying to be full of other stuff, with the hopes that then i won't crave the stuff i can't have. and to work on some stress levels, i will go to the gym (i'm already in my clothes, so how can i say no) after i do some work at the store.

a list to deal with to maintain sanity:

•find somewhere to live (i will know about my counter offer by 2pm today)
•finish list for store so can stop working there (i'm working very very hard on this)
•go to gym (so won't feel guilty)
•eat lots of good things (so don't crave bad things, otherwise will break cleanse, and feel bad about it)
•don't answer phone unless it will lead to crossing off one of the items on the above list.

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