Wednesday, February 09, 2005

you need help

today i went to hope. i realised driving there, that i have a lot of anxiety associated with that place. anyway, i went to my doctor, and i had no intention of telling her anything except that i'm having trouble sleeping. but she's so nice, and i'm vulnerable. so i told her the truth. and now i have to see a counsellor. (i think i hear certain people cheering in the background).

anyway. i really missed my mom today. so it was a crappy feeling day. all i can think about is having 5 more minutes, just to make sure she knows how much i love her. because i'm a little bit worried about that. so, as the only advice i can give, i would suggest that you call your parents and tell them that you love them, and make sure they say that they know. just in case. because i told my mom i love her, but she never said that she knew that.


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