Monday, February 06, 2006

suck it up princess

so this morning i decided a few things.

one of which is that since i adore gerry and would rather be with him here, than without him in canada, i really need to get with it and learn to like things about ireland. what won't help is comparing everything to canada, and treating my time here as not permanent. i mean shouldn't i be enjoying the differences, and i moved here, i didn't visit here.

i more than realise i have certain responsibilities... or things that i view as responsibilities in canada, that i have no control over... so i'm going to try to deal with those things. and i think i'm going to make more of an effort to see more of ireland. it's the only way i'll see if i really like it.

things that will make my time here more permanent that i *do* have some control over and just need to get on my list:

finding a place with gerry
getting my learner permit so i can drive
negotiating what i want out of my job
getting into a programme at UCC

other decisions can come later.

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